I think this girl likes me, but God seems to be telling me, “Don’t!” But hey, maybe I am mis-reading her and maybe she doesn’t like me. Below, I will post messages and posts from her as well as what I believe are messages from God. Feel free to tell me what you think.
I am not posting her real name, so let’s call her Lillian.
June 4th – 5th
Lillian (in private FB message): Are you married?
I private message back: No
[Then I messaged her some silly reasons why I am not married, but as a joke. She didn’t get the joke though. She took it seriously until I told her it was all a joke. I’ll post the 7 silly reasons on another blog.]
I also asked her in return: Are you married?
[Then she went on to say that all woman wants to get married and she tells me that she doesn’t want to have babies.]
Lillian (when she thought I was serious about all the reasons why I don’t want to get married): I think one day, you’ll meet someone you’re really in love with. Then you will probably change your mind.
June 7th [Out of nowhere, she private messages me the following on Facebook]
Lillian: She’s waiting for you.
Me: Did I miss an appointment? Who’s waiting for me?
Lillian: Maybe your wife.
Lillian: [emoji face with tongue sticking out]
Me (jokingly): Which one? I will have ten wives.
Me: [emoji face laughing]
Lillian (not seeming amused): They’re all waiting for you.
Lillian: I’m sorry I lied to you. I’m not 30
[Earlier, she asked me how old I am? I didn’t tell her. She knew I was older. So she told me she’s 30 years old.]
Lillian: I’m 25 and a half.
Lillian posted on her FB timeline:
You gave me nothing at all, but I miss you so badly.[with Carly Rae Jepsen’s video embedded]
[By the way, I’ve only known Lillian for 2 to 3 weeks. She’s a college student. I’m her tutor. Also, I really haven’t given her anything. I’ve never even bought her lunch, because I’m her tutor. But I don’t know. Maybe this is not directed at me?]
Lillian posted a few minutes later on her FB:
You belong with me?
[With Taylor Swift’s “You Belong With Me” video embedded]
[I have mentioned Taylor Swift in our conversation, so she might know that Taylor Swift is one of my favorite musicians.]
What do you think?
I don’t know if I’m reading too much into it. But it all doesn’t matter anyway. Even though I think she is so cute, God seems to be telling me, “DON’T!”